woes of a homeschooler

ok im not ahomeschooler it just sounded better than virtual schooler

but dude it gets so lonely because not only do i not learn very well via virtual (ive always been better performing in public/physical school) but its SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 LONELY and boring.

its good in some ways because i work very quickly and have good comprehension, so i can knock out my work out in an hour or so, (usually takes longer bc i force myself to take notes so ill hopefully retain more). but its also soooo loneeelyyy

my few experiences in trying to make real friends have not been very notable. i feel like its hard 2 find ppl in my area >_>. this is a common struggle ive seen virtual schoolers talk about yet we still have no cohesive solution@!!!!! brah...

i do enjoy my own company and what not i think itd just be nice to talk to other people soemtimes. then again i am honestly insanely picky around people. i just dont like most people. i can get along with them, but i just dont actually care to be around msot people.

i think it is nice though because i have more time to occupy myself with hobbies and art, what i actually care about, more than people or school. but it sucks!!!!!!because i spend alot of that time trying to recover from fatigue or scrolling online!!! GAHHHHHHHHHHH.

i want to get this project out before 2026 ends, and that is a LOFTY goal for me. it feels like theres never a good time to start. im hoping ill be able to though. :p


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ZeldaFox

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Fellow virutal schooler here! I also totally struggled with bordom and loneliness when I first went cyber in 2019. My best advice is (if you arent a sernior this year) to take harder classes next year. Honnors classes were a god sent when it came to actually keeping me engaged in my work. Other than that, get involved in your local community! Volunteer, go to events, became a regular in your local music scene! You are bound to meet epic people!


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u hav a good point :P maybe ill try to take more interesting classes next year... >_> i have little motivation to do the work tbh i just dont operate well in virtual. alas!!!! i do try and get out to local events but there isnt too much within distance here -_-. i appreciate the advice tho ill keep this in mind !!

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