Im totes having a crisis RN.....

IDENTITY CRISIS!!!!! WHO AM I?!?!

Im sure many of you have these, but jeez youd nevr understand how i feel rn!!1!!111 >n< I hatee my current style sm and i have NOOO idea wut to switch it 2! Like i wanna be emo n stuff but cybergoth has been in my mind for YEAAARSS and i love industrial music/dancing and the rave culture ETC........BUUT id also wanna b scene or sumthin and its makin me LOOOOOOSE my mind!!! In the back of my mind theres still a lingering want to be BASIC EWWW too!! Im genuinely freeaaaking out...ALSO i have bright cyan hair and its making me suuper annoyed cuz u cant do many styles with a cyan BOB.......BOBS R SO UGLY TOO UGH I H8 MY HAIR. I WANNA GROW IT OUT A BIT AND THEN DYE IT BLACKKK!!!!!