The subway ★彡

I remember, first time in the subway, funny (actually not), people, voices, noice… you know…. I can still hear all of that, as I can still recreate everything in my mind. I was quite overwhelmed, waiting for the subway I had to pick, and then, just as if it was an act of magic you appeared, I still can recall how it was, you were with a lollipop stick in your mouth, I took a quick glance on you, your eyes, your hair, your mouth, your face in general, and god, what a pretty face. After that, you caught me in the act, and you looked at me too. 

For some seconds our eyes met, then I looked away. Some seconds later I see you coming to me taking off your headphones, so I take off mine aswell, you talk to me, you say you like my style I reply to you saying I like yours too. We kept talking for a while, we liked the same things and it seemed like we were doing well, I even asked you for your insta We took the same subway and we talked until you had to go. 

I remember you texting me about a sculpture you had seen, we talked about it, the next day you gave me your number, so we could talk more. We spoke for a whole week until one day you disappeared, you didn’t text me back anymore. I felt bad about it, i blamed myself and I felt confused, I wasn’t in love but it was nice to have a crush on someone who seemed to like me. 

Time has passed by, I sometimes I still think about it, but I don’t feel bad about it, and I have to admit that I don’t hate you, you probably had your own shit going on. In the end, you were another experience who will live in my mind for a while.