Holy fucking shit man. This is spicy as FUCK. Oh my GODDDD.
My ears are stingin' like all hell, you can really feel that full 1mm jump. Jesus. Waited nearly 5 months for this too, dude. 5 months, proper cleaning and massaging and this is beating my ass. Just gotta thug it out. But I can feel it in my fucking throat, man. This shit sucksss. Gotta look cool though. Pain in exchange for style. Just gotta be tough.
I also rewatched SLC Punk. Talk about feeling masochistic today. No but seriously it's one of my all time favorite movies. I even have a tiny pin on my beanie of the cover. I got it my freshman year of college for my backpack, but figured I'd wear it on my hat for when it *hopefully* gets colder. I really like wearing that beanie, especially since my hair is in the worst awkward stage rn.
Just wanted to write a little update. I'm on break rn, so that's been chill. Oh yeah, I got Untouchables on CD the other day. I fucking love that album. I think I might change my layout to KoЯn soon. I love Linkin Park, but this fixation has been so much stronger. I've broken 2,000 streams with them so far, which it'll probably be a lot more before the year even ends. Plus, I'll have that CD in my car to listen to now too. I'm excited.
Okay my left ear is calming down some. That was the first one I did. Still stings, but better. Right one's still a little fucky, but I also waited prob 5-10 mins before going with that one bc I just bout saw god when I got the first one in. But yeah man, waited 5 months and for that last month I was wearing weights. Just stubborn as shit, I suppose. I'm still 5 jumps away from 00g [WITH a half size between 0g and 00g because fuck that noise], then I have a few more til 9/16ths / 14mm. Really, I'm just focused on getting to 00g and deciding from there if I wanna go bigger. I also don't really have a timeline, I'm just goin when it feels okay to. I just wanna wear cool shit eventually lol. I'll probably be out of college by then, but that's okay.
Oh holy shit I'm 2 months on T so far now. I didn't even realize. It's been goin' good. So far, I don't have my period, bottom growth is crazy, my voice is dropping, and I've got a tiny itty bitty bit of facial hair. Stache is more noticeable and I'm getting little sprouts of chin hair. Dude I'm so pumped. This is all I've wanted. I'm hoping I'll look a lot cooler and more masculine after winter break. And maybe my hair will be nice and grow some more. I'm especially hoping for some more facial hair fr fr.
K, that's enough for today. Goodnight!
-Otis
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user27☮︎
im at 8g and this is scaring me and i also think i blew out my right ear but hey, swag is pain
, also congrats for two months on T thats awesome
It's not ment to scare! A lot of people reccomend buying half sizes [so 7g] for the reason of 8g -> 6g being the first full millimeter jump. I was just stubborn and didn't want to buy a half size. If it makes you feel better, my ears aren't red or warm this morning, they just sting like previous jumps [not forced, every jump even if it went in smoothly has stung for a few days after]. Hope you didn't blow out your ear, but if you did it shouldn't be too bad to take care of since it's so early on. It probably won't scar at least! Happy gauging!
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