;-; (cw: discussions of sexual abuse)

putting this out into the digital void...for the last year I have been going to a support group weekly for group therapy. it's run by a very sweet and encouraging woman and the women I've met through this group have been very grounding and stabilizing people in my life. the group is for women who were sexually abused as children. I found out this week that our group therapist is retiring and there are only 2 weeks left of our group. I know it doesn't mean it's the end of being able to see everyone, but it is really hard for me to do one-on-one conversations and stuff. group settings are just so much easier for me. I find myself masking way too much otherwise. It feels like I'm losing a safe space, and well, I am. the emotions haven't really set in because my parts won't let it I don't think. idk. I haven't been very active on IG but I'm still churning out orders on my etsy shop and doing my best to doodle. (I have had horrible art block since last year) I got some new stickers a few months ago but I still haven't gotten around to putting them up on my shop or updating my shop the way I'd like to. I hope things get easier for me