dealing with emptiness

Haven't found much happiness other than the usual brief glimmers of joy that occur and leave just as quick as they came, yet the rest remains the same. I haven't drawn much these few days and I've just focused on writing and being alone, so I think I'll try to draw something at least once a day to continue getting better.

I've been alone for the past week and it feels lonely, but I've been less stressed thanks to that so I like it a bit, seems like some relatives are better when there is some distance, at least for me.

school goes well despite people saying I'm in the hardest grade. I also accepted going to a party I was invited to even tho it's not something I would do

overall I'm trying to distract myself somehow, I'm not sure it can help but it does something.