GirlFailure What About Boyfailures? 18+

IDK if this is just me but I feel like girlfailures get a lot more love then Boyfailures, and depending on your opinion on this matter all of this just sounds stupid like ahaha both failures. Anyways for the ones who actually care, Boyfailures, Girlfailures, Hikikomori. I feel like Girlfailures get more love even so, most see it as a joke, me being a boyfailure and seeing insta posts talking sum about wanting a bf like, because y'know I literally only talk to like 3 people or sum, never went to college, don't plan to, and as I'm posting this. The time is 1:40 I usually always sleep until this time and probably even more. Like I have not made it in life rn this isn't a pity thing it's just for all the failures most of us, IDK it's just like not cause we wanna it's just we don't fit in life something just doesn't connect it's like an extra puzzle piece even thought the puzzle is complete. Y'know like the past month after moving I've been looking for jobs applying everywhere lord knows I've put so many applications out there but my mom even works at the job agency and says how hard it is to even get one in Georgia cause the job economy sucks. Like IDK people. I've never been so exhausted so much doing nothing and wanted to rant. Cause everynyan be idolizing Girlfailures a lot more at least I feel like where's the love for a boyfailure do you know how loyal boy-girl failures are like we don't talk to people complete loyalty ffs I play jrpgs, visual novels, sometimes some wave shooters. Like LMAO I be staying up from 10pm to 4am playing fortnite w my mentally ill bestie. IDK especially on dating apps that I've tried I always feel like I get looked down upon just for being honest about being a neet like I'm trying I had to change my permit to a different state but I can't practice driving much when it usually scares me and my parents aren't usually home and ive lost all my confidence and ability to take initiative unless like a wake up early for once, I'm a literal NPC and I aint getting any younger 💀