spring awakening

UGH i love this stupid play i love it so much this is a nightmare. it's so lame to like it as much as i do but i can't help it. i look at pictures of the OG musical cast or videos from the national tour or the vlog before the revival opened and i'm like, sick about it. soooo jealous i wasn't old enough to know about it back when it originally opened. 

i think if i did my thesis (next year ahh!! so excited) on it back when it was in its hayday i'd be granted some kind of medal for "best thesis" "most relevant study on the best play ever"

i love this stupid play it's making me insane!!! 

does anyone else get like this? i've loved it from the moment i saw it in 2020. around this time 5 years ago. it's consumed most of my waking thoughts.

like i have an essay i haven't started that's due TOMORROW that i am not even working on because i've only been working on my thesis proposal all day. UGH