Being fake. (a rant about humans)

People are fake, that's just how it goes.

ill start off by saying that i too lie and pretend to be something i'm not around people i'm not comfortable with or simply dislike. So i too am part of the problem, but most people seem content not adressing it. what it boils down to is that i hate being lied to, not lying self, only when people lie to me i find it anoying. people fake their personality for a plethra of reasons, good and bad ones im sure, lets call this masking. i too mask. i think everyone does. i guess it seems natural. and i understand its nice. when your unsure if people will acsept you for who you are then masking can help to figure someone out before you lie your cards on the table, yet regardless of why i or you mask we all do it, and it pisses me off. i just want to be able to speak my mind and not be juged by dillan who i dont even know. like if were not freinds i dont care about your oppinion. having said that, i dont do it. because like most others i heavily fear rejection and becoming isolated again. if speaking my mind causes this then yes, obvously i am going to mask. and thats what my problem is. i just want to speak about whatever comes to mind, and with the right people i can (thank you arrow). i dont know what im trying to say anymore, i lost the plot. 

overt out.