circumambulate

my life is so repetitive and I'm tired of it. i usually love routines, but not the ones that involve me sitting in a house for the entire day. I want to do something productive, like volunteer somewhere or get a job, but my dad thinks sitting on the couch playing video games everyday is better than contributing to society. his sloth disgusts me

I would post my Halloween costume and some digicam pics, but I'm currently at school so that's not an option

anyways

I wish I had friends in school, the kind that immediately looks at you whenever partner work is involved, etc I'm too lazy to type allat out. I wish I had a boyfriend too :( it feels like a trivial thing to talk about, but I'm a teenager girl, and I'm allowed to have crushes. its embarrassing admitting it to people and not to the pages of my journal, but sometimes you just have to step out of your comfort zone.

how did this turn into wishing i had a boyfriend

-r/m