heavy

my eyes feel heavy.

did my heart feel the same?

or does it bring you shame?

your lies look guilty.

your eyes scream in pain.

knowing no bounds of cruelty,

you called me by your name.

i wander,

i wonder,

in your desert of snow.

i shiver,

i ponder.

will you ever know?

of the dreams?

the hopes?

of what we could've been?

my eyes feel heavy,

as i lay you to rest.

im stricken with envy,

thought i'd tried my best.

return from whence you came,

if you feel that you must.

find solace in shame.

find solace in mistrust.

my eyes are flooding.

my eyes are dry.

your feelings are fleeting,

my poor dreams will die.