well fuck

this is gonna be a quick one. 

alright for the next 5 days or 6 idk im gonna be up in fucking tennessee because my family member has a funeral to attend,, unfortunate, but i personally never knew her. 

it was quite unexpected, this trip. i leave in the morning alone,, 

this is my first time on a plane and pretty much my only out of state travel. 

im nervous, excited, scared, worried, and irritated all at the same time. 

anyways though, i havent been too happy at all for the past few days, hence why im so irritated. cyclical depression. whatever, i dont care much! 

so, im bringing 3 changes of clothes- including the luna shirt which im wearing at the airport AND on the plane because im CARELESS and i can be 13 which i am and flaunt my my little pony merch.

some warm clothes ofc, it gonna be below freezing. i... hope it snows. i've never seen snow, living in coastal southeast florida. only a little. i dont care if its measureable! so. just basic essentials. maybe some money for some candy. 

i just drunk an entire giant cup of tea and my mouth is dry and i have the faint taste of lemon and cheap tea and parchness UGHHHHHHHNHHHH!!!! IM SO TIRED I LEAVE TOMORROW AND ITS ALMOST 2:00 KMS KMS KMS.

anyways so. im just gonna go to bed. my heart is racing! fuck that was a reaaallly bad idea fuck ow