this week kinda sux ngl

i havent talked to my bf in what feels like forever, i really want to text him but im at my sisters,, plus i dont know if i even should text him, my friends tell me to let him live his life and that i dont have to text him everyday.. i feel guilty.

anyway, ive been wanting to go to the library (as i said in my last blog)

and i told my brother about it and he said he would take me, but he didnt.

and i had to wait until monday, which i asked my brother in law and he said he would take me- turns out his work made him stay until like 6pm, when he normally gets off at like 3pm.

and apparently, my sister told my brother to take me (on monday) and he didnt..(AGAIN)

and i guess this is because i told him the brother in law would take me, but i guess he didnt remember the brother in law got off at 6pm, or just didnt know. but like, my brother, and mt brother in law live together so how would he not know???

i feel like such a burden, ive been asking my family to take me to this goddamn library for 3 days now, im waiting for something thats never gonna happen.