Today(2)

These past weeks I've been putting More distance between myself and those two girls who were my friends, C and A.

In the end I had to tell C what bothered me, but she still did nothing! And some things that bother me about them are that they are very classist. That's why i stopped feeling comfortable with them, I think it's stupid, but I didn't want to keep talking to C and A anymore. A just follows C, and C always tries to be right. 

And today something akward happened.

I was sitting alone because my friend went shopping, but then T (the boy they replaced me with) came to ask me why i wasn't talking with C and A anymore. It was pretty clear SOMEONE had told him to ask

I didn't said anything at first but then C and A came and stood beside me and I don't know what happened or what made me say "I don't want to talk to any of you"

It sounded kinda harsher, and I didn't want T to think it was also his fault, BECAUSE IT ISN'T, he didn't have anything to do with the situation.

So i added, "not you, I have nothing personal against you."

And he went quiet and said, "Ah..so it's just with them" 

And after that my friend came back! And some new friends I made while I wasn't with them came with me. Including P(The one we excluded when I used to talk with C and A but I feel terrible for what I did!!!).

P told me she tried to step in so they'd stop, but C just pushed her! 

C always, ALWAYS tries to "talk things out" or "fix things" like the time she cornered me in the bathroom, but that only made it uncomfortable, and I told her!

I don't want to fix anything.

On the way home with my friend, he told me some of the things C and A had told him. Because they had taken him aside in the classroom to interrogate him. They don't even know how to do that because they were doing it next to my sit.

They told him that "we no longer know if we can trust ____(me)". I mean, on one hand I understand that they don't want me to tell P, but they're being VERY dramatic, since I met them. They're dramatic and quite normies..

Like the time I got a B-, and C went to ask teacher she wanted an A+ instead of an A! And said "My mom is going to scold me!", as if she didn't get good grades! 

That's one of the things that bothers me about her.

And also when I spoke with C. He told me that the reason they talk more with T was that he was "depressed", about what!? That guy is a pick me boy..I know I said I had nothing against him and it's true but, P told me things about T. Shes a better friend thank C..

C once told me "do you have something against me?" And I told her no, because back then it was true! I love my friends very much, but for her to think that I have something against her is..

So I hope she never speaks to me again.