Life

Life has been up and down for me tbh I have a wonderful boyfriend who I love very much ( hello my love if you're seeing this) but at random times of the day I get suicidal or sad for no reason.

I lowkey think that the girls at school know I'm gay so I'm a bit scared for school however if they ask about it I'll just make up an excuse and say " I didn't realize I did that."

I've been trying to get closer with God and I think it's somewhat working? I'm happy about it ngl