cheers to new and better friends

hi readers, have i mentioned how much i love making friends?

recently i found myself in want of some new friends. of course i'm always meeting new people and of course i love to chitchat but more expressly i have recently had some vacancies open in certain friendship departments that require a little more intentional hanging out than i can usually manage! but despite being weird and awkward i feel like i've really been charming my way into a friendgroup and i'm so excited!! like they're all obviously so cool and i already knew some of them but this week i feel like i bonded with some friends really hard and we had a super fun adventure together! 

even one of the girls, who i didn't reallly know well at all, tbh i was kind of scared of her before because she's like me if i was hotter and a better dancer, i feel like now we are bonded for LYFEE she's so awesome and i think she thinks i'm awesome too which is CRAZY. 

its so refreshing to get to be young with people. sometimes i think i take myself/life too seriously but i think these are the people who will remind me to calm tf down and have fun every once in awhile. i think this could be really cool, if they'll have me!

i do feel pain at losing certain relationships of course, but honestly the joy of having new people in my life, or the same people but knowing them at a deeper level is so immense that i know it'll all be okay! they say the friends you make in your early 20s are the ones you'll have for life and i wonder if that's true! 

anyways! just sitting at home on a saturday night happy to have such cool people coming into my little bubble that i've created! i hope they're having a good night too, wherever they are!

i was even offered to be invited to the next group hang! fingers crossed!