I don't know if yall get this feeling, i guess everyone does at some point, a gut feeling that a social interaction went wrong. I've never in my life been able to tell or racionalize this feeling, but there is something that my body senses and my brain doesn't have the words to describe so i end up not percieving anything, but rather just "feeling something". And it's not even a feeling itself, it's more like a sensation.
Back then i uesd to feel this way all the time. No matter what i did i felt in the wrong place, saying the wrong thing at the wrong time. I'm convinced my social skills did not improve too much, but this sensation is not that common now. And that's the thing, even though it was tiring to feel that way all the time, i could puzzle in my mind somehow that i was probably making it all up. But now this sensation is more and more rare, so it makes it more and more accurate. It's frustrating because it feels like an alarm going off but i can't really see the danger or how to solve it.
Because i know how life goes, and how hard it is to actually understand what really goes on someone else's mind, i guess i'll just let it go for now. I'm just gonna take it into account if i get too many alarms on the same people, but other than that i'll just let it go off.
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