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GOD am i ever gonna feel normal? like ever? i keep missing him yet i know that if i talk to him we won’t really get anywhere anymore, because i’m not as important to talk to anymore and i don’t deserve a single moment of his time. recently my ex girlfriend replied to me in a youtube comment, and a voice in my head keeps telling me that if i’m really this alone, then i should reach out to them and reconnect again. it feels so stupid, and i feel really pathetic and desperate… i should be ashamed of myself. ugh. i hope someone dies and goes to hell tonight
18:36 — alone
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maciel
DO NOT RELAPSE!!! IT ENDED FOR A REASON!!
I really understand what you feel and thats exactly why you should work on yourself. one of the sides who isn't ready to live alone is the key to toxic/obsessive relationships... and dude I promise you, you DO NOT want that
aahh, i’m trying not to, but it’s so hard. i feel like i have no worth anymore… reaching out to people feels like i’m burdening them and pressuring them to help me. i’m at a constant internal war with myself, damn it. i appreciate your comment…
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