life is boring now

my life has gotten incredibly miserable and boring, the only ever time i socialise is when im at school or organise to hangout with some friends, which takes a lot of effort, and even then it still is quite boring after a few hours. a good majority of my life now is just sitting alone on my computer or playing with online friends, but i always feel like its never enough. its not that i dont get enough attention, but its just that i feel like i have nothing to do, just doing hobbies are only a routine now, and i dont really have anything that can really make me happy. i wonder if anybody else feels the same