YOUR LIFE is a JOKE

i never really talk about my beliefs on the internet because people just think im stupid, schizo, or crazy. i wanna meet more likeminded people because i know you're out there too

i have never, ever, ever been religious at all at any point in my life. there is absolutely no god or great creator in the sky at all, but there are higher beings of consciousness and energy. i have to force myself to ground mentally to my physical body because i can find it easy to detach and go on autopilot and treat my life like some game and this body i have like my character, which in a way is actually what life is. i have deja vu and vivid lucid dreams on a consistent basis and i firmly believe that when im asleep my dreams are my consciousness viewing different versions of my life from different universes. few people get what im talking about and even fewer actually believe like i do, i feel 

cats are spiritual, animals, trees, water, plants, every single living thing on this planet is more spiritually intuned than we could even imagine. our reality is our perception because the universe is fueled by our subconscious manifestations and affirmations.  there have been so many lives, and earths, moons, and milky ways. We're stuck perpetually going up forever and ever, and its beautiful to me that when we're humans we can't even understand that. humans can barely understand a lot of things except for the ones that matter to live in the physical world so it's fine 

at the end of the day, im not attached to this body im in. im not attached to the life i have right now. im able to disconnect calmly and easily because i know im just gonna end up back here or something along the lines of it and honestly nothing about the world we live in is real except for our souls ✌️ everyones soul. everyone is energy, it's all just energy and we're condensed down with the trees and the animals and everything else again and again and again 

i don't claim to know everything but i know a lot that doesn't really matter unless i wanna write a book but even then not many people will actually care 🤷🏻‍♀️ which is true. knowing this information won't get me a job or pay the bills, which is something im laughing at right now because of course they make up rules for us 

i forgot about the title of the blog but let me say again

quoted: your life is a cosmic joke 

you are the joke, the jester, and the audience 

this life is a genuine JOKE. to live in this world today is so laughable and devastating and that's honestly why i disconnect so much, because i can't bring myself to end my life prematurely and choose to keep on going 

you have to pay to live, they keep you dumb, they keep you sick, they keep you dependent and brainwashed and make you feel trapped and stuck and they put us against each other and rob us of time and energy 

hmmmm im not gonna read through this i kinda forgot half of what i wrote but its prob fine, im only writing this because i had a bad vivid dream earlier and felt like i needed to put this out. 

btw. in this day and age, you're always being watched 

youre just a joke to them but you understand because you can't help but to laugh as well