im so BOREED

heyy! so i know this is boring for a first blog but I really just wanted to get something down. since this is my first one i should make it about me and who i am i guess LOL. my middle name is raine and most people call me that so that's the name i use on here. im 15 y/o and for some reason always tired. i swear to the gods i could sleep for ten years and STILL be tired, which is CRAZY. i have a few friends but i only hang out with one so i guess i only have one friend lmao. she's super chill but i haven't seen her in weeks and tbh really miss her. i love going out because i hate sitting in my room and just thinking about stuff. im hoping to make some more irl friends this year so HOPEFULLY that problem will be fixed. im also SUPER into music but ive been kind of losing my passion recently. ive been playing in a marching band for SOOO long and its so draining. im trying to quit but my family and director wont let me. i play snare and turns out i have a birth defect in my spine which causes physical pain every time i carry the drum, which is so stupid. but regardless i do still love playing the drums and i love love love LOVE metal music. sleep token is my favorite band EVER even though they're technically not metal. speaking of music im going to a ghost concert for the SECOND TIME on february 4th i think. but anyways i think ive done enough rambling so maybe ill blog again tomorrow????