Smart kid struggles?

Gifted

So basically, I'm what you call a 'gifted' kid. Which means I have higher IQ..? I'm also able to understand way more words and ask way bigger questions. 

I also have autism and ADHD which- yaay!

It's basically just.. I'm good as shit in about every single school subject- atleast.. I used 2 be? 

I used to breeze through everything without so much as looking at what we have to learn and now I'm just forced to learn...

ADHD and the strugles of being gifted

I can't really learn, though.. Last year I had a friend who learned daily and always got highass grades, so did I though but I didn't learn. That aggravated her A LOT. It's not that i don't want to learn I just don't have the focus for that at all... 

And this year my first grade was an F. ( Well technically a ZO but that's the same thing ) I was pretty devastated.. Look- I thought I didn't need to study because surely, this'll be as easy too right?

Apparently not. Luckily I try to study now but it's still hard and also, 

Language and how I'm supposed to be great 

I'm pretty great at languages ( fluent in English which isn't my native language, learnt French good, almost fluent at German, and great at Dutch ( which is my native language )) 

And also in history and stuff like that.. But because I'm good at this they tend to- make it harder for me. Which is good! 

But sometimes it's just a regular assignment I worked just as hard on but because I apparently 'already knew it all' I get a lower grade.. This sucks dude.. 

Today at german I had found out the mark I got for a test I'd made earlier. Now it wasn't a test, we had to present a poster about ourselves in duo's and I was working with Marin ( my friend ) . 

I can speak pretty perfect german ( for a bunch of Dutch high / middleschoolers idk what we're in )  and she's just begun which is good! But her questions weren't perfect. 

Now I see my grade; a G ( basically a B ) ... She got a U  ( A+) ! I'm actually so angry at the teacher right now, because ( not to hate on Marin)  I was better... This is so ass! 

Luckily I found out the teacher accidentally switched our grades and I still get that U, it just hurt a lot..

I usually get G's , and those are good, but I only ever get those now. Barely ever a U.. Barely ever a 'Great job, you're so smart!'..

I feel dumb now. 

anyways this is pretty random though