wish i could do time management

i feel like if i could get things done in a timely manner, then i could do a lot more. the bad thing about putting things off is that i don't do anything meaningful at all. i just wish i could spend more of my time actively doing things. productive things. it could be something i don't like doing, or something i do, and it would be good, because i made progress.

i felt really good yesterday, because i sat down sunday afternoon and started building my room in retrostudio (old roblox clone). i modeled it after my own irl, and added embellishments that i felt would make it better, like a secret attic hangout spot above the closet, and secret mini rooms. i really liked actually making something and not walking away after 15 minutes. i sunk in a few hours to make it, and i'm not even finished yet. i think i want to keep working on it.

the reason i bring that up is that i don't usually spend too much time making/doing things for a long amount of time. most of the retrostudio games i've made i simply lose interest in and forget about them after a day or two. i just wish i could change, and actually enjoy doing things, because it's really hard doing anything when you have this giant fog over you at all times, making you pause and stare and wander aimlessly, and just want to sit in bed all day and waste time. if i didn't have a huge mental block, then maybe i could spend my time wisely.

i wanna utilize my website for writing about things i make and have pages about projects of mine that i update from time to time. i don't know why i keep telling myself this, but i feel like it would improve my time management skills if i actually tried to organize proof of me doing things as motivation that "hey, u can do things dummy! get to work!"