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it went nice. my pimp and i texted all day, i will probably see him tonight. things are looking way better for me than they usually are

i met with the first guy i ever hooked up with on grindr and while im very happy to have seen him and i enjoyed hanging out with him. i get he hasnt gotten ass since likr 4 weeks ago (he said im the last person hes fucked) so i understand the aggression but tbf half of it kinda just felt cruel

he kept doing things i'd informed him hurts. i really didnt like that he acknowledged the fact that i didnt like it. he would grind against me so it physically ached and stressed me the fuck out. He said some shit like "i can tell youre nervous", "i can feel you tense when i do this", and would continue doing it. idk that shit weirded me out really bad

its ok it ended well and we drove around for about an hour while talking to make up for it. he only made it hurt once and dismissed it with "come on, i didnt even do anything" lmfao but its okay i forgive him. i missed him so much anyways and im happy i gave him some relief, especially because he works so much. we didn't get to end the night the way we iniitally did which made me sad but at least i got to see him again
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nick_0tine

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AWWW WELL IM GLAD IT DIDNT DAMP ON YOU TOO MUCH HIM MAKING U UNCOMFORTABLE AND ON THE BRIGHT SIDE HE DIDNT EAT OUT YOUR EAR


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you wont believe it but hes the guy that ate the shit out of my ear

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IM CRYING WHAT THE FUCK IS HE PROBLEM

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i have NO clue smh yet im still excited to see him sometime again

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masochism at this point

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Desi >⩊<

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Maybe another time have a talk with him about what hurt and what didn’t and how it could be more enjoyable but I’m glad yall had fun


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he already knows tbh communication is pointless in this situation. its ok though because he didnt do anythig that bad and it was just for a little while

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Hmm I’m sorry to hear that doesn’t sound very good on your end

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metalmouth112

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i played with his hair for so long too and it made me happier


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he told me he really liked it

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"tjis is probably what my dog feels when i scratch his head" yrs yes yes! trtuhfulness everywhere

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