I feel like some parts of my life are a weird dream.

Seriously. I feel like some shit hasn't actually happened and I just dreamed it. 

Like my sister got pregnant. She told me a week before I had to go to uni on monday during my last summer semester, so like mid June. that was 6 months ago. So assuming she was pregnant for at least 1-2 months by then. She must be around 6-8 months by now. Why ain't no belly showing? why is no one talking about it? 

My mum last talked about it in fucking early july. 

I feel like I went to a new timeline or sum. 

Like I told my therapist bout it. And even she has not made any references or stuff to that. 

I obviously had to talk bout with a friend of mine and she also hasn't asked for updates, which is unusual. 

Like ??? AM I GOING CRAZY? 

I know I wrote bout it in my journal. And the chats from that day, where I had to dump that information on my friend, cause how often does shit in my life happen. Never. 

And it's like that never happened. 

Like WHAT??? 

AM I being gaslighted or sum? 

I feel like shit was just a weird dream.

so bizarre for real.

Anyway, blur kinda pulling out banger after banger.

ps. passed discrete mathematics, real time systems and practical computer network appliance or whatever pcna stands for. But passed it. Yes I passed discrete mathematics first try, like I did with analysis and algebra. I'm like a genius when it comes to mathematics or some. Shut up, just let me have it.

Also managed to block the ip addresses of websites like instagram and stuff. like there ain't no way those sites can be accessed on my laptop lol. Living internet like it's suppossed to be now, without social media and ai.

Btw one of my papers is on the influence on ai. But it's in german. But folks, don't use ai. It's not healthy for you.