journal

19.11.25 - went to the ER and sick in bed :(

17.11.25 - draining day at work. had to listen to music all evening just to relax a little, but it was no use. will make myself a cup of hot chocolate and try not to think about anything stressful.

15.11.25 - went to see a play. not a fan of theatre though, the acting feels overdone. the weather was coldest it has been this month. felt insignificant for various reasons, not an easy one to get off my mind. lit a candle. couldn't sleep.

11.11.25 - couldn't get tickets to the Swan Lake ballet this year. again. rewatched Black Swan instead.