all over me

things got better, my pimp responded. i fully believed he got arrested, he told someone about us and they snitched. he was just busy with work, too tired to talk i guess. i wouldve made time for him

i didnt get to see my friend on saturday but confirmation from my pimp that he isnt dropping me anytime soon was relieving. im still looking for jobs because i need to talk to people in a normal environment for once and i hope tjhat goes nicely

my account on grindr was permanently terminated and i believed my phone wasnt legible for creating a new account,. though i somehow got through that and got a new one

the first guy i ever hooked up with on grindr somehow found my new account and he wants to maybe meet up tonight. i am clean for this moment and very sober for the first time in a while. i feel good, and i hope he shows up so i can score a third win this sunday. ive been thinking about him for a while, i missed him so much

i am very happy and i hope you are all very happy too

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