Fuck my fucking chungus love life

NOOOO😭 so i got a chrush last week when i was at a friends birthday party so she invited me and my best friends since we all kinda hang out together and friends from her school and the first thing i see when we walk into the room is this beautiful girl playing the guitar al already im in love ,not really but like 😍full on heart eyes ,and i sit next to her and we started talking shes SO KIND AND COOL AAAH AND FUNNY we have the same type of humor and even when i wasnt talking directly with her she stil listened to me and laughed at my jokes witch made me fall in love like IM SO IN LOVE bc im usually ignored in a big group of people ,and later on we're in my friends room alone alnd just singing together and laughing and talking it was beautiful and we sang "take on me "acoustic version like in the last of us and i AAAH😍 . Thats to make things short . 

And what video do i see she reposted "when you have a chrush on an ugly man buh he has pretty eyes 🥰"....... IM FUCKING TWEEKING AAHH 

LIKE IM RIGHT HERE . No you guys dont understand how perfect for each other we are and i know im not delusional bc my friends 100% agree AND SHES IN LOVE WITH AN UGLY MAN 😭 I CANT FUCKING DO THIS