Ranting ab him wahaha help me

Hello community that I do not have, think I may be going genuinley insane it's actually impressive how psycho I feel ab this T_T

He is genuinely so so gorgeous it's overwhelming, like I literally feel like I have to look away to compose myself but I CANT PULL MY EYES AWAY FROM HIM

Have no clue what to do with myself, anyone else out there both greedy and timid cause it's like the worst combo release me from my own clutches omg

Anywho if you see this and have any other recs to regulate than just fucking die would be appreciated