day 3 at the gym and ig how my day went

Ig I'm logging my gym days now.

I wanted to wake up early today but woke up late, but like only like by an hr. I wanted to go early cause I went to go meet up with my friends for a study date.

I got there at before 9 but I didn't know that there was a class about to start in the matts area and there isn't really any other open space in the gym so I just walked a local nature trail. 

It was actually quite nice. Better than walking on a treadmill under harsh lights and ass remixes of popular songs for an hour. 

I thought about going home and coming back in the evening but I know I'm too lazy, and I'm scared to walk to the gym in the dark. 

Wasn't in the mood to listen to music so I listened to the Hobbit audiobook. I needed something slower. Someone put it up on Spotify for free if you guys are interested :)

Anyways when I finally got to use the matted area, quite a few ppl flocked there which was to be expected but I lowkey got anxious. Like I know everyone's concentrated on their own thing but we were packed in kinda tight. 

It eventually cleared up halfway through my workout but like near the end of my work out an older guy decided to work out right next to me. Idk if I'm being the weird one but he was like 2M (6FT) away from me, but the area was basically empty... 

Idk if it was just me being hyper aware of proximity but it made me uncomfortable and I moved to the other corner of the room to cool down.

I feel like I'm always hyper aware of proximity, especially after covid, so Idk if I was just making a mountain out of a mole hill. He wasn't looking at me but he felt imposing...

The workout itself felt easier than last week but those BSS... maybe cause I did it at the end of my work out, so my most tired, but I just couldn't get the stance right? It was frustrating and also I was feeling anxious because of that man, so I decided to call it a day.

It's so weird, cause even though the BSS wrecked me last week, my stance was much more comfortable. I just couldn't get my foot in a good position on the stool, like it hurt. Maybe it was my shoes? But they were the same shoes I used last week..?

Whateva, we'll attempt BSS in next week's lower body day.

Moral of the story? Touch grass and live a little slower.

~Kitty <3