blog post #5

i'm lwk bored. my laundry is currently in the dryer. i edited my carrd a little bit. i want to redo my strawpage, but i just don't have the energy, and no one really responds to it anyway... i drew a little earlier; i've been working on a sona for mouthwashing (it's my current hyperfixation). 

i want to write about my sonas, but i lwk don't have the energy for that either. not enough instant dopamine in doing that. I think i'm feeling a little depressed. i've been sleeping more, too. maybe it's the seasonal stuff. i've been really homesick recently. i wanted to go home, but i'm scheduled to work in a few hours. i hope they call me out.

i need to go christmas shopping soon. i'm very excited for christmas! i'm also very excited for my birthday; i can hardly believe i'm going to be twenty. it makes me kind of nervous, honestly. my mama said she'd visit and we'd go shopping together sometime. sounds like fun, but she always works on the weekends.

exams are coming up, which means i have papers due. i'm starting one of my final papers next week, even tho it isn't due until the 10th. i'd just rather be ahead of the curve. i'm starting with the easiest one; it's just for my arguments class. i'm pretty good at writing arguments. 

currently watching the gtlive playthrough of amanda the adventurer 3. i don't understand why the game fell off so bad. i think it's really well-made and the story is interesting. i really liked the first two; i think i'll like this one, too.

i'm really craving some tomato soup. maybe i'll make some after i get off of work later. or if i don't go to work at all.