Entry #11: My history with losers

15/11/25

I'm so grateful I didn't have this spacehey account and my blog at the start of the year. I would have been writing some of the most insufferable blog entries ever about some cringe ugly loser who I thought was the hottest shit ever. God, he was so lame. Sometimes I still look at his Instagram account to see what he's up to. I swear every month he has a knew girl. I'm so baboozled at his level of game for such a mid guy. Like for fucks sake he's a mildly overweight ranga with a bowl cut who thinks he's a tik tok affliction warrior. Girls stand up and know your worth!! I'm so happy we only really talked for a bit and then called it off. I would have been so ashamed if i actually dated him. It didn't help that he found me at like one of the worst points of my life this year. I was so lonely with the lowest of low self esteem, and freaking out almost everyday, and he was my only human contact. Oh my fuck and then there was the other guy from the start of the year. I dodged a massive bullet there. It's not like there was ever a bullet to begin with because it was basically just a hallway crush but still. Litterally everything I have learnt about that guy has been againt my will. He's so gross anyway. Over all, I have learnt to have standards. The bar is on the ground still but thats because it was in hell before. There is no one now, exept for that girl - and even then I'm not sure. We haven't interacted again since my last entry. 

~Alice