School Soul Siphoning

I did the math and it turns out I can afford to fail one of my classes. Thank God. It's tough to do all this, especially cause this school thing is just not built for me. I'm sure I could get good grades if i really tried, but the cost of doing so is just not worth it. Mentally or physically. Good for other people to have an amazing GPA. That's just not me. And that's fine. There's probably more for me out there besides that. I learned of my ADHD a while back, and of my autism recently- maybe that could explain a lot of things regarding school. But it has gotten to the point where any work is GRATING. Good news though! My classes after this semester will be art courses. Yippee! 

Despite it being the end of reading week, I feel more tired than when it began. I feel BUSTED. life is just a drain isn't it? I must be getting into some sort of rut, feeling chained by my duties. Oh well!