life

hello

i dont know what is going on in my life but its definitely something. my emotions are all whack and i have a few things in mind thats causing it...
school is kicking my ass as always. 
the only thing keeping me going is making silly little tunes on my shitty guitar along with chilling with my friends. love them to bits i hope yall see this.

i wonder truly what is in store for me because right now, i feel no sense of direction. im so caught up in the past and its people that its not allowing me to see clear of whats in front of me in the present. nostalgia is a killer. and its not even that the past was good. IT WAS BAD. lmao

whatever, i hope that whatever the universe throws at me benefits me in some way. i refuse to be someone's character development again. i am not a lesson or a reminder. i am myself, i am me.

rawr