procrastination

i will literlaly do anything BUT what Im suposed to be doing

I'll do it in 5 minutes turns into 10, 10 into 30, 30 into an hour and suddenly Its 12pm and then my grades drop and then I wonder why and then I'll still complain about not having any time in my day and then I'll sulk and cope. please save me its been like this for a month

usually I eventually break free from the cycle but its taking too long and I know I have to do my homework but I'd rather just defend fort couch and be hopeless neet, not really but I just don't want to be productive at home I'd rather just separate my school life and home life and not blend them with home work. Fuck you Horace Mann 

I think its a ocd thing or whatever that thing is called when you miss a specific time to do something and you just round to the nearest even interval to do it, well I don't care what it is I just need to lock in quick, my grades all dropped 1 letter and don't want to have to worry about having to get my grades up