in my prime again(depressed)

I didn't do anything this week because my brain just stopped working. it's such a shame because of the exams, every week counts(( but I decided to take a break anyway because I can't even read lol

In general, this week was easy due to the fact that the math teacher was ill and there was no one to replace him. We came to school at 3-4 lessons.

but there's a mock exam tomorrow. I'm not really worried, I'll write it off somehow.i dont need bad grades;_;

Like I know there's something wrong with me, but I can't say what. I used to know that I was depressed, but now I don't even know what's happening to me.

and the most annoying thing is that I can't get help, I want to, but I need to get my license first and then I'll go to a psychiatrist. after the psychiatric hospital, when I still had the opportunity to be treated, I couldn't, I had panic attaces at the very mention of psychiatrists. And now when I've been trying to get the diagnosis removed for two months, I can't back down.

mephedrone bang... again