im stuck

i really want to be good at something

its like everyone else in my family has some kind of talent but im just not good at anything

every time i see how good my brother is at art, i just feel even worse about myself and i hate that my brain works this way

and i find it really hard to practice anything because i always give up or just get exhausted and stop doing it completely

theres so many things i want to do but i just cant, and it feels like im wasting every second of my life

i dont know where to start