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okay small rant here but why the FUCK is it so hard to build up the courage to talk to people. like so today for my yearbook class we have to have our spread (or pages, wtv your school calls it) checked by 2 classmates. it was so hard to muster the courage just to ask the girl who sits RIGHT next to me, "hey could you check my spread rq?" like im talking sweaty palms as i was handing her the paper and chromebook, and my stomach turning. like it should NOT be that fucking serious bro but it is genuinely terrifying to talk to people for some reason. even today, the deadline for the spread is dec 2nd, so i decided hey lets get my spread checked by a 2nd classmate so i can finish the assignment early and be efficient, but for some reason it took me like 20 minutes of convincing myself and being like "its ok bro they don't care as much as you think they do," to simply ask "hey could you check my spread?" mind you i was best friends in 8th grade (im a junior currently) with the 2nd person i asked. anyways i know this sounds dumb as shit but i needed to vent and see if im alone in this lol
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httpz//soph☆
i also struggle with this.. sometimes i can just do it but other times i sit and panic out of fear of what might happen {but honestly what could happen??}
like today someome told me hi and i said "hey hru?" and they said "good wbu?" AND I SAID GOOD HRU AGAIN?/// idk my brain like fucking melts away when someones talking to me because my anxiety is just like taking over i lose my common sense.
i feel you tho, and it does get better. remember no one really thinks that hard into it or even remembers the interaction.. and if theyre mean or rude dont let it hurt you. ur myspace friends care for you and support you!! ✮⋆˙
so real bro, also thanks so much for interacting with my blogs twin! :dddd
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ReD_HaC_k3r
sometimes i would ask random people if i look like a lesbian, other times I CANT FUCKINF PRESENT MYSELF IN CLASS cuz im sweating and i can hear my heart bumping on my ears like a big ass motor, my face red and trembling. im so rtarded man...
youre not retrted, i also do this. like why the fuck is my body creating its own alarm system that are blurring in my ears when im doing a simple task.... WTF DO WE DO
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shin
as an extrovert - trust me they either don't care or won't judge you if u just talk to them lol
being shy makes it worse
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