till the morning light... bi1ch, no.

[nov. 12, 2009₊₁₆|11:09 P.M.]

MOOD: tiiiired

MUSIC: [howls singing of May Abrikosov on the first day of his arrival at Dom-2]

what conclusions have I come to today?

1) in addition to mutual blocking and sashay-awaying there is another great way to break up. it's a knife fight. (joking)

2) november and constant busyness discourage all these stupid thoughts about love.

although today i wasn't up to work at all. i worked until 11 P.M. on another translation and all sorts of nonsense comes into my head. let me remind you i can't afford to just write "dry text like according to a textbook" especially for a reality show it's not my style. i need emotions, a fountain of feelings and a brainf%ck so that later when the episode is posted online i can read in the comments "thanks for the phrases like златой пизды хрустальный вентилятор i laughed for ten minutes."

or "не пела давно, спела говно" (с)

i was almost late for the dentist today while i was trying to call a taxi. and it would be fine if i had to go to the dentist, but that's not the case. i came to my hometown specifically to accompany my grandma to the doctor cause with my mom's work schedule asking for day off is not an option at all. my grandma looked fab today - a blue hooded sweatshirt over a cheetah dress and boots with denim trim.

and while we were waiting on reception i read the special issue of BRAVO Magazine about Ranetki Girls for november 2008. when the new drummer Nuta was already in the group at the same time Lera's photo was on the cover, articles about Lera, her biography, her childhood photos, and the readers of the magazine seemed to be in blissful ignorance.

i'm thinking of making a Dairy page purely for close people so that sometimes i can write everything that's on my mind. but these three and a half readers will roll their eyes reading this just as Samantha, Charlotte and Miranda did when Carrie just broke up with Big who moved in Paris and f$%ked their brains clogging up every pause in the conversation with discussions about "that a$$hole."

going to book a ticket to Moscow on monday. b1tch i want snowfalls! snowfalls, christmas trees, decorations, songs from Gwen Stefani's christmas album, december magazines, tangerines, champagne, musicals on New Year's Eve... maybe I'll be kinder. or not.

btw...

what can i watch in a movie in this city without wasting time on the new "Alice" and Sergey Burunov in a blue down jacket?