"Privileged"

Yes, i have money and yes i never had a lack of something in my home but NO, I DON'T THINK EVERYTHING IS EASY!! I know you are having a hard time without your family support and paying for your college yourself, but you also are always with your head down, Resigned to everything going wrong, You don't even hope everything good, NO WONDER WHY YOU DON'T YOU ARE TOTALLY THINKING OF KILLING YOURSELF but nooo "x character keeps me alive" and me? YOUR BOYFRIEND WHO IS TEXTING YOU WORRIED ABOUT YOUR MENTAL SANITY?? If i know something really well is how awful is to feel you have no motive while you are in an endless cycle. I WANT TO BE THERE "there is no need" ITS NOT A NEED IS A DESIRE. I. WANT. TO. HELP. YOU. IN EVERY WAY I CAN. IM TRYING MY BEST!! LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS ARE HARD OK?? im just trying to make this work, for you, for me. For us :(