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I wonder how I can have friends when I feel like a completely stupid person who doesn't deserve friends. I wonder how some people can actually like me. I'm not used to permanent friends, all the friends I've had have left me. Now I have friends in my life who I know will stay, but that still feels a little strange.
I wonder
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zoya
I know how you feel, man. When you're used to insecurity (I mean in terms of your situation not being dependable), your brain gets used to constantly anticipating change and loss, so it's always poised and awaiting that even once your situation changes