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Hey guys, it's been a while since I've written here, so I'm going to tell you a little about what's been happening in my life...

I wanted to talk about 2018 Core here but I forgot to write about it and I discovered another album from that Japanese band :p

Well, while everything was fine, I found out she wasn't doing well, so a few days after we talked, I sent her a message. I didn't know how to start a conversation properly, so it went normally, and then suddenly she disappeared. Later, I went online to play with my friends, and she was in a tycoon game... I joined and said, "What are you doing in this game, bro?" -And some guy named Vini replied... -She's busy, bro... I went into shock, my heart beat faster, my breath stopped at that moment, I left the game very quickly and started crying on a Discord call and my friends got worried, I just cried and nothing else, they calmed me down and said everything would be okay, I was shocked, I blocked her and said I wouldn't come back, I couldn't eat properly, all I could think about was hatred, I said it was a waste of time and that she threw everything away, but I kept that to myself because it was from that moment, she showed up at school, I didn't want to talk to her at all but I still love her, I already made it clear to her that I love her and she discards me, but now I have to respect her, it was her decision and I have to move on, all this was true love that she didn't reciprocate, but I tried so hard, and I've had enough trying... Now I've created a playlist to cry to when I remember these things, I have to let this out. Somehow, right? If you want to take a look, I have songs that remind me of when we broke up and songs that make sense for everything I'm going through, it's part of the lore :o