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tell me WHY i just thought to myself "im gonna have two coffee's today just to feel smth," when im literally 23 and not even 2 years ago i was consuming ~900mg of caffeine a day from energy drinks and spending ~$60/week on weed -- NOT TO MENTION my second coffee was free from a rewards program my college bistro hasΒ ( β₯ Ο β₯ )
like i legit got sober and quit energy drinks, and now energy drinks give me a stomach ache, two lattes make me jittery, and i gotta be home and in bed by 6pm or i get moodyΒ (γΌγΌ;)Β like im not even 25 yet (x_x) but now all i do is thrift, go to book stores, and stay inside
like im glad my life has calmed down and gotten 1000x more stable, but dude where did all my energy go. My joints hurt, im SUPER inflexible--i even switched my style to comfy sweaters rather than regular shirts. I got super antisocial, i hate walmart and big lights, hate loud areas, and avoid most drama bc im just so over itΒ (οΏ’_οΏ’)Β i even avoid most social media that isn't slow media like spacehey and pinterest
like it's good that im able to protect my peace but it's just such a surprising 180 from how things used to be
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Dandy Leon (ε½εΈη )
You're growing up the same way I did, but much sooner just because all these social media sites have gotten so much worse so quickly. I still drink between three and five cups of coffee almost everyday, though I've come to realize the coffee I brew really isn't that strong.
i feel the same about my own coffee too lol, it's never as good as cafe-made even tho i use all the same ingredients and make it how they do (x_x)
i also definitely think social media has sped-up the maturing process. Either you're being force-fed anti-aging snake oil pitches at a young age so you're using collagen and retinol wayyyy too early and "acting older," or you get fed up with the BS quicker because of how draining it gets and end up going low/no-contact with social media and society has normalized anti-tech as "old people stuff" :|
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