The title basically says it all, but yeah. I want to be passionate about something again. I want to care about things again. It's at a point where everything that I used to be into (landscape design, sewing, school, etc.) just seems meaningless. Even with holidays, I honestly couldn't care. I think it's coming from a point of not having a bunch of extra money right now, but it still sucks. I can't even be motivated to get a job to make the money issue better, so there's no one to be upset at but me. It feels like all I can do now is be on my phone, and I hate it. I hate social media, but the fomo and addictive personality are real, and I can't cope. I thought trying to make friends or just meet people would make things better, but I feel like I can't even manage to do that.
I want to be better, but I don't know how, and I feel like it's going to start pushing people away.
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RavenMustDie
I can't really do much since I'm just a random kid on the internet who happend to click on your blog but just know I'm cheering you on bro
and yknow what i still really appreciate it <3 thank you
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