Love......

My current partner is not the person I wanted....

The person I fell in love with is with someone else; that person understood my soul, everything about me, and I about them, they even told me so. 

He knows I'm better than his partner, but he's emotionally dependent on her. I confessed my feelings to him on August 29th, and it turns out I'd liked him for six months too, but he never said anything. 

He had broken up with her, but he went back to her and he's not the same anymore. She got him into drugs and he's changed a lot. I miss him. 

But I have a partner now and he's not bad, but then he does things that really hurt me, things he wouldn't have done, but my partner does, and they're things that wound me deeply.He would never have hurt me and he never did, that's why I miss him and his memory haunts and torments me.It sucks not being able to forget, how long will I have to forget you???? Ó⁠╭⁠╮⁠Ò

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