i don’t care anymore

I just can’t be bothered anymore, with anything really. Not with eating, not with socializing, not with trying. My stomach tends to hurt randomly for some reason. I don’t have anyone who’d listen and understand me anymore. My best friends left me behind. And I have some friends left, that I barely see, I don’t really vent to them, they’re not that close. I’m just so tired. I know that I can’t have my dream life, it’s literally impossible. Now i just wanna sleep. I no longer feel happy.