The world we live in

Idk if anyone feels the same but lately everything feels so terrifying. The outside world is absolutely horrifying.

I know this is a "go touch some grass" situation but honestly seeing the outside world feels so hopeless.

Social media probably ruined my idea of the world cuz everything I see is just death and destruction and there's no win.

You either look away from all the problems and be ignorant or helplessly watch everything burn knowing you can't do shit.

All I want to do is live and be happy but the thought of living in this world where expressing yourself and being happy can quite literally get you jumped or even killed is so fucking terrifying and what can you do? Nothing.

I know not all people are like that. I'm not sure if most of the world is like that even though it definitely looks like it.

I know '1 plane crashing doesn't make the rest of the 99% of planes unsafe' but seeing the things a person can do if they just achieve the right amount of hate towards a person or a group (reasonable or not) is horrifying.

It's always "quit social media for a bit, you'll see the kindness in the world." And it works for awhile. For a while everything is good but suddenly something happens and I am once again reminded how awful people are and are allowed to be. AND NOBODY CARES!!!

A person can literally MURDER someone just because of their hatred and poof..2 days pass and no one cares anymore. People just shrug and say 'oh well...what can you do' and they're right...what CAN you do if no one else cares?

 I don't want to live in a world where hatred is slowly getting stronger than anything else. How can you live happily in a world where hatred is slowly getting stronger that anything else.

Idk I just wanted to yap this out before world war 3 starts. Thanks for reading. I wish you all nothing but pure happiness <3