AUTISM RANT (I explode at the end , no clickbait)

Seriously i don't understand why some people fake having autism. 
It fucking sucks. I have hallucinations (when i get really overwhelmed) because of my autism. I have verbals shutdown for the same reasons. I have hyperfixations. I have trouble understanding emotions and sarcasm. when its me that have those, it's weird, but when its a popular girl that did a self diagnostic because she didnt understand sarcasm once its cute.

"everyone is a little autistic"
you may have autistic traits but not enough to call yourself autistic stfu.

Also. the fact that peoples use autistic as an insult makes me feel so shitty

"Omg, you're so dumb, you're so autistic lmao"

NONONONONONONO

*explode*