hypersexual hellhole YEAAAAAAAAAAH // tw: râpe, incést, etc.

so i barely remember shit from when i was younger, but i am just gonna be venting again, i hate being hypersexual, i fucking hate it, i suffer with ptsd and just constant thoughts of wanting to get râped and groomed, i was only 6. it went on for 6 years, til i was twelve.

but my fucking abuser gets 20 social hours, for 6 years of getting râped by my sibling. gosh i love the german justice system!! ALSO I GOT 25 SOCIAL HOURS FOR FUCKING SKIPPING SCHOOL DUE TO MY PRETTY BAD DEPRESSION. (i did them tho :3)

i hate myself.