fine enough

hi guys,, im doing fine-ish, just worn out for some reason. the projects going well, added a new segment. i really dont want to go to school tomorrow lol i have like no energy.

but i have good news i guess, my face is kind of clearing up after forcibily stopping myself from scratching at the stuff... yay. anyways didnt i say i was gonna go shopping? well. i didnt. i actually did nothing all weekend. loooooosssseerrrrrr. 

 i feel disconnected from my friends. i dont think im able to sustain friendships rn, like im not depressed or suicidal rn, but im still mentally worn out. perhaps its anxiety. im not good at interpreting things. i always need an explanation. 

lastly, i have this echoing thought in my head. when i look in the mirror i just feel a rush of dysphoria. i dont know what i am, i thought i was happy after my transition yet now im having this creeping feeling im not. 

but honestly im gonna try and take a break from social interaction; i need to focus more on my grades. 

theres gonna be a pause inbetween blogs for now, if thats ok. 

love ya guys ^w^